Wednesday, May 8, 2013

The Future of My Fat

According to the official Choose 2 Lose scale, I lost seven pounds!

But I’ve also bulked up in muscle. Here’s a photo of me flexing (or “sucking it in” as some may say)…


 And here’s another…


I worked hard for that seven pounds, but I know I could’ve worked harder. I got off track several times and when I was off track, I was off track for a while. I would go a whole week or two without running.

Since I was a member of the Choose 2 Lose Committee (a subcommittee of Asbury Heights' Wellness Committee), I had the luxury of talking with many of the participants. Everyone was eager to lose weight. Some people wouldn’t eat lunch until they weighed in. A few others wouldn’t eat anything all day. And while it was nice to see everyone so focused on losing weight, it was a bit unsettling to hear what people were doing to get there. And honestly, many of the participants were at a healthy weight to begin with. Why were they so desperate to lose more?

We’ve all heard it before:  Society puts pressure on everyone to be slim and attractive.  Blah, blah, blah. Well, what’s society? A group of people, right? Why can’t we (the people) settle for healthy? Why the hell are we so obsessed with being “magazine cover hot”?

Lindsey Smith had it right a few days ago…

She’s spot on. Choose 2 Lose was about getting healthy, not starving for the grand prize or that skinny summer body. Heck, maybe the committee wasn’t that clear… and maybe I was starting to fall into that trap too.

Seven pounds is fine. I’m happy with that. I’m living a healthy life and I’m happy with my body. Like anything else, the body needs maintenance. Exercising regularly and not eating a lot of junk is what it takes. That’s basically what I’ve discovered these last 12 weeks. And yes, I still eat junk food but less of it.

Okay, that’s probably all the “healthy blogger” I have in me, but it was nice regularly posting to a blog. I may have to resurrect Jonfiction or Gray Collars soon.